Today, I am scared.
Today, the future that I once looked towards in a rose-colored lens turned dark and uncertain.
Today, Donald Trump effectively secured the Republican nomination.
I am not a Republican and I am not a Democrat, so this is not one of those politically-charged posts where I rant on and on about how much better my candidate is than the other. In fact, I don’t truly support anyone anymore.
But you, Mr. Trump, are the only one that makes me truly fearful for the future.
Mr. Trump, for months now I have watched you bully your way to the top. I have watched you stomp on other nationalities, genders, races, and thoughts in order to give yourself power. I have watched you degrade other human beings to the level of insects with your words and actions.
I have read everything. I have read everything in support of you and in opposition of you. I have watched every debate and primary, and I have listened to all of your speeches. Now it is my turn to speak.
I am tired of you saying nothing. I am tired of you saying words that have no basis or background or reasoning, simply because they sound decent and elicit applause.
You and I have blatantly different points of view, but that is not my point. You are a bully, and I do not like bullies very much.
I love America. I sing the national anthem and pray for our troops and hold my hand over my heart when I say the pledge of allegiance.
You do not represent the America that I love.
You represent the ugliest, most profane part of America. You build walls instead of bridges and spew hate when you should be spreading love. You focus on all the bad in the world and thrive in it instead of searching for the good and working towards a better place. You are so ignorant of anything that could not possibly involve you that you ignore the people that you are stepping on.
I firmly believe that you started this campaign as a publicity stunt, and once you got a taste of power, it consumed you. It filled you like a drug and began to dictate your actions. And now that you have a taste of it, you can’t stop.
The America I love would have never even thought of you as a president. But the America I love is not the one that is voting you. You have fed off of the fear and hate that has been boiling in our country. You harnessed it and nourished it like a prized pig until you had a cult surrounding you, screaming for you and fighting in your name.
You advocate violence and hatred, two things that the America I love would never stand for.
I usually see the best in people, but I am having a really hard time seeing the best in you.
I don’t know how to stop you, but trust me when I say this:
I damn sure am going to try.